Day 8

Hi all,

I'm currently on day 8 of no PMO and it's pretty damn tough at the moment. I've been unwell with ebola or the black death or something (probably freshers flu) for the last few days, so thats been a lot of time in bed with not much to do. Resisting the urge to crack one out was pretty tough. Theres a feeling of tightness in my testicles that I've had for around 2 days now that I assume is to do with the fact that I haven't orgasmed in over a week. I'm fairly sure 5 days is the longest I've gone since I was 14, so this is quite a big deal for me. I'm having flashbacks to porn that I used to watch sometimes and its so tempting to flip open my laptop or iPad to get the release and dopamine hit my body is clearly begging for. I had the girl I'm seeing round a couple of nights ago and we had a nice quiet evening watching the Doctor Who finale and watching a disney film after. I was unwell, but I caught what I had from her, so she wasn't fussed about being around me, which was decent of her. Due to my run down state there wasn't a huge amount of physical stuff, just cuddles and stroking and the odd kiss, which made me feel good, but fortunately didn't arouse me to a point where I wanted to masturbate. I feel tired and lazy and I don't know whether thats withdrawal symptoms or my illness. I guess only time will tell.

Speak soon,

KD