In the early hours of this morning I relapsed...
Wednesday night I got really drunk and my gf wasn't very drunk at all and she was with me and all of Thursday she didn't text me. She told me that I grabbed her neck that night. She smiled and said she didn't think I meant it and it wasn't malicious, and knowing what I'm like I probably thought I was gently caressing her neck and possibly lost balance. , but I still feel bad about it. Idk what to do about it. How do you recover from that? I just don't know. I'd never hurt her. That night all I could think about was how fond I am of her and I just wanted her company. For fucks sake this is confusing. We're both going to someone's 19th tonight so hopefully we'll resolve there but this is going to haunt me for a while I reckon.
Till next time,
KD
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